This is my world – I go up to one of these and smash my head into it as hard as I can, over and over again. It doesn’t help, but then nothing else I seem to be able to do helps either.

The problems we've been encountering just won't go away and I am completely at a loss as to how to move forward at the moment. I wish I could find some way through this but I can't.

Last year, things were MUCH better in our world.